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| WOW...Finally is my B-day!! 19 th is too old for me la*.* Anyway, I am so happy today becoz a lot of people say "Happy Birthday" to me .....But today I also realise that how important of pancake to me...When I couldn't find her today, I was freake out...I was so worry ...I called winson, chamine, check evry rooms to looking for her...I was so upsad ..I cannot concentrate on my work ..until I saw her came back...I do need a HUG from her to make me calm down....so scare for me@@ However, we back to before that crazy to sing K ...dance.... cut my hair too .....fion said I look younger heehe that was exactly I want hee...But Thanks you Quinn , Winson and Eddy and Fion to company with me.. P.S. Thank for ur menudo ..so good...dear @@ | | |
| Wht the hell recently!! I do really want to cry...find someone to talk..mom --i can't tell ,mui mui - I don't want her to worry ....martin - i bother him too much...I start to write back my xanga.... Today, I know that I can't celebrate my 19th B-day..I was so shock.... why is on b-day?? I was planning this for a long time... but now nothing will be happen.....Becoz I thought it will be my first big celebration with my all best buddies to go to hanuter house...but now no more.!! I am so in pain...becoz I put all my feeling in the bottom of my heart..I try my best to balance all my time but it doesn't work ..I don't want to hurt anyone....I'm so tired but I can't quit. I don't want to lose anything like my best fd, my job, my fds or even my studies...... I hate to make decisions *.* I want to be a happy person from inside and outside,not only a fake one. | | |
| Oh! Today still my Brother's B-Day in America so I still say "happy Birthday" my dear@ WOW... I am so freaky hot in my room again....crazy!! Long time giving up to write the xanga but when I saw Quinn wrote it , it makes me want to write again...... When I see Quinn's xanga always mention me , I suddenly feel so sweet and so touch ...little bit want to cry and give her a hug ..but I laugh a lot too..too sweet** Thanks sweetie** Tonight is the most funny night too. Since me and Quinn and Jessica "Walked"the fresky way to Starbucks to get a drink and talked with Chistian, it was so tired to walk but it was worth becoz I knew more "Funny and Interesting Stuff" Man, Christian u are too Good Guy .....haha Anyway, I hope Quinn and me and Christian can get this conversation again,it was funny at all@@ P.S. Oscar, u make my day --becoz u will make ur Sis a big banner for me to come back LOVE U more... By the way ,I finally make a new and sexy background, Thanks Quinn ,my dear## | | |
| WOW....WOW....Today is my Lovely Brother --Oscar 14th Birthday%% I love u !! Happy Birthday@@ u are growin gup .....I am so sorry that I already missed two Big Bithday in ur life ......This morning when I saw Oscar in the Web cam ..I almost want to Cry becoz he really grow up .In my mind , I do selfish and don't wan thim to grow up ...........I am so afraid one day he will tell me " SIS, I have my girlfd and my family .." and he will get away from me......i just don't want to think about it... I DO LOVE Him and I really want our sister and brother relationship would not change forever........ I hope when I be 21 then I and Oscar will get a 2 people travel to somewhere ...It will be fun@@ looking forward@ | | |
| I forget Xanga for along time!! SO SORRY! Today I was so freaking mad because I Lost my $ 1000 book ,FXXX ,I really want to beat someone@@ so mad .I promise someone do not cry. But when I saw my mum on web cam ,I couldn't control myself anymore ,My tears just came out as fast as rain ,Moreover ,today was raining so bad@@ I cried and cried ,just couldn't stop. But my mum said that it didn't matter ,at least not ur all $$ ,just a book. Although I felt little bit better after talking to my mum, I just so freaking mad that I was so dum and stupid ,I pay to god ,I really want my freaking book back if I know who is the asshole ,I will go to kick his/her freaking ass. I lose my mood ,I don't want anything even food!!! | | |
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